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    It has been a journey that has seen me through many joys and a few heartaches. From the start of Crimson Chickadee and my growth as a person and as a photographer. From the realization that how many fans I have on my facebook page does not merit my worth, to the swelling in my heart as I hit publish to a post that I know will mean so much to the intended recipient.
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    Nicole

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Monthly Archives: April 2009

a new season…

Most people get geared up for hockey season.  They look forward to being at the rink and watching their kids play ‘Canada’s national pastime’. Not me!  I LOVE watching my boys race their motorbikes.  Raceboy83 started on a little KTM 50.  He literally took us all over Canada chasing the dream…of a 6 year old child!  We went to Walton, Ontario with him that year for the Canadian Amateur Nationals.  He placed 12th in all of Canada.    He has continued to ride well…being at the top of his class since then.  He has also somehow convinced raceboy82 that he too should race…something raceboy82 had no interest in!

Racing has its ups and downs…but I have stood by and watched as a little boy who was to scared to go around the racetrack without mom or dad following on the side has grown into a young man who is not intimated by much.   Have you ever witnessed up to 40 swarming little bees fighting for their spot on the line??  And when the gate drops and those swarming bees take off and fight for who will come out of the first corner in the lead…every mother,father, and innocent bystander holds their breath…praying ALL of the riders come out on 2 wheels!    It has taught my boys the spirit of competition, they have made lifelong friends from all over Canada and the USA.  Some of those friends are other rider’s parents, officials, refs or announcers and riders of all levels and ages.  It has also taught them hardship and life lessons.  They have stood and watched as close friends have been paralyzed and  fought for their lives.  In those hard and upsetting situations they have been on the front lines helping with fundraisers, showing support and even donating their hard earned money to those friends and their families.  They have rejoiced in each others victories and consoled each other in their losses…they know all of the dangers and they chose to race for the love of the sport.

I remember when raceboy83 was 2…he wanted to be a bullfighter.  I was horrified.  I did not want my child to be involved in something that had such good odds of  harming him.  I used to sing that song ” momma don’t let your babies grow up to be cowboys” to raceboy83…hoping it would sink in!  I was reminded of that song last year when he had asked me to come out and watch him practice…and to bring my camera.  I was so involved in watching him through my viewfinder that I forgot to watch him when he was out of my view.  I should have known better than to stand on the blind side of the jump.    I felt a rush of air and faintly heard him over the roar of his engine…as he landed within inches of where I was standing.  As he wheeled around to talk to me…and I was recovering from realizing that I just about was made a pancake by my son…he says to me…

“hey mom, cowboys don’t have nothing on us!!!”

He revs his engine, throws it into gear and peppers me with dirt…smiling and loving every minute of it.  This is the resulting picture from that day.  If you look at his eyes you can see he is already telling me to move.   Ahhh good times! is what he would say about it!

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The season starts this weekend.  Both the boys are racing.  It is a new year for them.  Raceboy83 moves up in age category and raceboy82 will be moving from a 65 to an 80 by the end of the year.  I will be at home with Dolly…waiting for the phone to ring…for whatever news the weekend brings.  Good luck this season boys, be safe, ride hard, and have fun!   And make sure you call mom between your motos!

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A hard week

This has been a tough week on our little family.  This is Sam…

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he has been part of the family for over 10 years.  I remember the day he came to  live with us…he was 2 and already had a loving family but circumstances brought him to us.  We were told he loved to go for car rides so we assumed the 20 minute ride from Wainwright would be a breeze for him.  We had gone for supper with some friends and decided it would be okay for him to ride in the front seat of the truck with the men…ladies of course in the backseat so we could talk!  By the time we got home it was so steamy and hot in the truck I thought I was going to die..and poor “D” I think he was drenched from the drool.  Apparently Sam gets nervous when he goes for car rides.  Big mouth + nervous dog = a fountain of slobber!

This picture shows Sam exactly as he was.  It was taken last summer out at the racetrack.  You can see Sam is watching raceboy83 and raceboy82 as they rode their bikes.  I am so glad I took this …it always amused me how an animal could get so intertwined into human lives that he would take on a human role.  Every time I would look down I could see he was watching, standing guard over his boys…just like I was.  He stood guard everywhere we went…and he went with us everywhere.  It didn’t matter where the boys raced the first thing people saw when we pulled into whatever track we were at  was me taking Sam’s cargo cage out of the fifth wheel…and Sam “laughing” , thankful that we were finally there.

Sam’s journey with us ended on Monday.  He was peacefully laid to rest at the farm.  He is burried beside Storm at the top of the hill, overlooking the racetrack…where together they can continue to keep watch over their “boys”…something they took pleasure in doing together…

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miss g|wainwright childrens photographer

Miss G and her brother came out to the studio today and I have got to tell you…I wanted to keep her!  When she smiles the whole room lights up…and check out her one little dimple!! She is just soooo cute!!  Hope you all enjoy the holiday weekend…I think I see a bunny in the bush!!

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sometimes I just shake my head in wonder…

I really don’t think I have ever met a kid with as much character as Miss A…I am not saying that because I am so blinded by my own love for her, but because I laugh at her antics steady. I do not know what I would do in a day if I did not have her to fill my hours with constant chuckles! Take this picture for example…you know when it is quiet that someone is up to no good…just as I found her as I crept up the stairs. It was just by chance that I had the camera in my hand.  I have been really wondering what was going on in her head as I took this.

Uh oh..here comes mom…if I pretend to pray maybe she won’t be angry

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Dear God, please don’t let mom see the cream all over the bedroom wall, the mirror and my face.  I promise to be a good girl.   I won’t do it again.

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please, please let that be papa walking up the stairs!!!

I am still laughing…but it has suddenly gotten quiet in the house again…I better go investigate!!

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Little Princesses| wainwright children photographer

I had the pleasure of spending an hour with two little princesses on Friday. We spent some time inside and then we dressed up in our rubber boots and went to splash around in some puddles…oh what fun!!

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